My first love

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Eight years old,living in a strict religious home .Raised by my grandparents because I was orphaned by my mother who was a haroine addict her addiction got me kidnapped but by the grace of G-d the prayers of my family and church I was found a year later.my father a alcoholic but he loved my sister and l so we all lived with my grandparents.Every Friday my father would get paid from is job he would take me to get whatever I wanted i grew up singing in church since the age of two,my father was a singer as-well so on this Friday I asked him to take me to the record store I was 8 and when I laid eyes on those eye on the For You album I was in love. My first concert was 1999.Growing up beating molested,raped.Prince's music has always been there for me.l had to chance to finally meet him here at his club in L.A.Glam Slam and would run into all over Hollywood clubs I was in a band and got to hang out with him a few times I wasn't romantically interested in him his music meant to much he taught me harmony the way he stacked them and people hardly ever talked about he's artistic fashion sense he was a master at it all... After hundreds of concerts standing in the rain sleeping on sidewalks to buy tickets.Prince Rodgers Nelson life was a life saving inspiration to me and I thank G-D for designating his soul his life for my generation.When I heard Wolf Blitzer say those words on CNN that was the beginning of my heart and soul falling down a bottomless pit couldn't stop crying throwing up no appetite lost 6 pounds had to see a doctor. I had no idea he's death was going to affect me this way.But finding out the pain that he was dealing with and still going out and performing for his fans he lived for his family his fan and his charities. I just couldn't let go but I had to the poor man was suffering and I'm not going there! All I know is that his beautiful soul is flying thur the galaxy's turly free. I will love him forever.The pain still lingers and this hollow place in my heart will nerver be filled.
G-D made me G-d made you He made us all equally-Prince????
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