I have felt an undeniable Love from a profound place that only comes from such common ground with the Legend...I fell in immediate Love and Awe with his music, his voice, his moves, his style...not one thing out of place, then came his movie role, then after being hooked,I attended the only concert I'd see him in...Orange Bowl in Miami, April7th 1985, I was 12. I was Lovesick for 4 days straight, couldn't sleep or eat or think anything but him.
I fell apart over the coming years due to my own personal life and traumas that forever changed the innocent life loving, music loving and Love-loving girl I was, and did not chase Prince, I became rebellious, aloof, and a rule breaker. Hanging on to hurt deep in my heart, I strayed from his Extraordinary career, only to find out this April (cursed month) that I've never been more profoundly crushed by his unfair departure of this planet that badly needs his Miraculous Love, Art and Passion. I became a school skipper, full of angst, troubled by my peers, which has haunted my life to some degree. Had I been loyal to my Love for him then, had I sought out his life and music, that I loved so Deeply as an innocent wild child,aybe I would've found the healing I so desperately needed as a teenager. I feel such guilt knowing this, as I still suffer bad days of internal hurt. I couldn't cope with the terrible news at first, I was in denial and instant despair...With all I have learned of his life, just him period over these past weeks, I have realized how much I honestly Love him from the bottom ofy crushed heart, he has given me inspiration from a otherworldly sense, he has given me the will to dance again, and be wild again, and I know his spirit is worldwide amongst us, I know his soul is pure Loving energy that is alive and well in this glorious universe, showing up in all of our hearts, thoughts, relationships, good deeds, and our need to dance and feel the Love in Music as that's what he was...Love & music

was...Music.